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Saturday, October 23, 2010
FYP T_T     case studies Sunday, October 10, 2010
irreversible 돌이킬 수 없는 IRREVERSIBLE ): About the MV ; Here is how it goes, the guy (a mafia/criminal) gave Ga In money so she could live on her own, but Ga In refuses to let him go. The guy insist on leaving. Ga In wanted to suicide but he dies after saving her. He is holding onto Ga In necklace, when she saw that, she knows that he still love her. The flashback ; An australian woman (if im nt wrong) ask Ga In to steal sth for her? and took the necklace frm her. She went in, chooses the lollipop and seemingly asking the guy for buy for her. They went into his car, the guy went out again and kill the woman to get back her necklace, cuz we can see blood on his shirt. The end (: Anws, its a nice MV :D so sad and meaningful. Lyrics 떠나려는 너의 다릴 붙들고 tteonaryeoneun neoui daril butdeulgo Clinging to your legs as they try to leave 나를 밀어내는 네 팔에 매달린 채 nareul mireonaeneun ne pare maedallin chae Hanging from your arms pushing me away 더는 이러지도 못해 저러지도 못해 나를 욕보이고 deoneun ireojido motae jeoreojido motae nareul yokboigo I can’t do this anymore, and I can’t do that,** and I’m disgracing myself 더럽혀질 빈 곳도 안 남은, 내 몸엔 나쁜 피만 흐르는 deoreophyeojil bin gotdo an nameun, nae momen nappeun piman heureuneun No voids left to dirty, only bad blood in my body 그저 짧은 한 숨, 가볍게도 가는 너의 한 걸음 geujeo jjarbeun han sum, gabyeopgedo ganeun neoui han georeum A mere short breath, your step that goes even lightly kill me, or love me kill me, or love me Kill me or Love me 둘 중에 하나 dul junge hana One of the two 지치고 지쳐도 또 다시 빌어도 넌 또 jichigo jichyeodo tto dasi bireodo neon tto Even if I tire, and get tired, and even if I beg once more, again you 나를 밀쳐 또 nareul milchyeo tto Push me, again 1초 2초 3초 4초… ilcho icho samcho sacho… One second, 2 seconds, 3 seconds, 4 seconds 이럴바에 난 죽을래 ireolbae nan jugeullae If it’s going to be like this I want to die lie, don’t lie, don’t lie lie, don’t lie, don’t lie Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie 다 새빨간 거짓말로 들리는, 난 벼랑 끝에 몰리는 da saeppalgan geojitmallo deullineun, nan byeorang kkeute mollineun It all sounds like complete lies, and I’m driven to the end of a cliff lie, don’t lie, don’t lie lie, don’t lie, don’t lie Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie 이 스토리엔 좋은 끝이란 없어 i seutorien joheun kkeuchiran eobseo For this story, there’s no good ending 널 놓고 말고란 없어 neol noko malgoran eobseo There’s nothing I can do but let you go 째깍째깍 달리는 저 바늘 끝은 내 맘을 jjaekkakjjaekkak dallineun jeo baneul kkeuteun nae mameul Racing ticktock ticktock, the end of that hand to my heart 또 찌른다 날 울린다 tto jjireunda nal ullinda Pierces it again, it makes me cry 왜 날 이렇게 만들어, 왜 돌이킬 수 없게 만들어 wae nal ireoke mandeureo, wae dorikil su eopge mandeureo Why do you make me like this, why do you make it irreversible 네가 하는 말 다 lie and lie nega haneun mal da lie and lie Everything you say, lie and lie 기어이 난 너를 잡고 버티고 gieoi nan neoreul japgo beotigo In the end I hold fast to you 나를 파고드는 상처마저 모른 채 nareul pagodeuneun sangcheomajeo moreun chae As if unaware even of the wounds digging into me 더는 망가질 수 조차 부서질 수 조차 없이 무너지고 deoneun manggajil su jocha buseojil su jocha eobsi muneojigo Unable to even be ruined anymore, even be broken anymore, I collapse 까맣게 탄 눈물만 흐르는, 칼이 되어 내 귀에 박히는 kkamake tan nunmulman heureuneun, kari doeeo nae gwie bakhineun Only burned-black tears falling; becoming a knife and sticking in my ear, 너의 짧은 한 숨… neoui jjarbeun han sum… Your short sigh 그리고 또 독이 걸린 한 걸음 geurigo tto dogi geollin han georeum And again that poisonous step kill me, or love me kill me, or love me Kill me, or Love me 선택은 하나 seontaegeun hana The choice is one 울고 소리치고 빌고 애원해도 넌 또 ulgo sorichigo bilgo aewonhaedo neon tto Even though I cry, I scream, I beg, and plead, again you’re 걸음을 뗐고 georeumeul ttetgo Taking steps and 1초 2초 3초 4초… ilcho icho samcho sacho… 1 second 2 seconds 3 seconds 4 seconds 네 안에서 난 죽을래 ne aneseo nan jugeullae Inside of you I want to die lie, don’t lie, don’t lie lie, don’t lie, don’t lie Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie 다 새빨간 거짓말로 들리는, 난 벼랑 끝에 몰리는 da saeppalgan geojitmallo deullineun, nan byeorang kkeute mollineun It all sounds like complete lies, and I’m driven to the end of a cliff lie, don’t lie, don’t lie lie, don’t lie, don’t lie Lie, don’t lie, don’t lie 이 스토리엔 좋은 끝이란 없어 i seutorien joheun kkeuchiran eobseo There’s no good ending for this story 널 놓고 말고란 없어 neol noko malgoran eobseo There’s nothing I can do but let you go 째깍째깍 달리는 저 바늘 끝은 내 맘을 jjaekkakjjaekkak dallineun jeo baneul kkeuteun nae mameul Racing ticktock ticktock, the end of that hand to my heart 또 찌른다 날 울린다 tto jjireunda nal ullinda Pierces it again, it makes me cry 왜 날 이렇게 만들어, 왜 돌이킬 수 없게 만들어 wae nal ireoke mandeureo, wae dorikil su eopge mandeureo Why do you make me like this, why do you make it irreversible 네가 하는 말 다 lie and lie nega haneun mal da lie and lie Everything you say, lie and lie 째깍째깍 시간은 또 흘러 흘러 내 맘을 jjaekkakjjaekkak siganeun tto heulleo heulleo nae mameul Ticktock ticktock time flows and flows again; my heart, 또 흔든다 날 흔든다 tto heundeunda nal heundeunda It’s shaking it again, it’s shaking me 끝으로 달린 니 말이 kkeuteuro dallin ni mari Your words running to the end 날 여기까지 오게 만들어 nal yeogikkaji oge mandeureo Make me come this far 내게 하는 말 다 lie and lie naege haneun mal da lie and lie Everything you say to me, lie and lie ** literal translation. figurative = “Stuck between a rock and a hard place” lyrics credits ; Soompi Saturday, October 09, 2010
kpop songs (: HELLO ~ When I act like this I realize I’m actually young [She’s] right in front of me but I don’t know what to do How do did you start love? People who have loved please tell me Will there be a day when I hold her hand? Will there be a day when I kiss her above her closed eyes? Hello Hello I acted confidently Hello Hello I want to talk to you for a moment Hello Hello I might stutter a little, though Who knows we might actually be together Should I confront [her] Should I wait [for her]? It’s harder when everyone else says something different (You can’t believe it right?) Having high standards, this isn’t a usual thing for me Please believe in me yeah Will there be a day when I hug her freely I believe that what we think can come true Hello Hello I acted confidently Hello Hello I want to talk to you for a moment Hello Hello I might stutter a little, though Who knows we might actually… oh yeah This is not the first time Truthfully I’ve loved and parted But it’s hard, please believe in me You are different Hello Hello This time I’ll put myself out there Hello Hello Ooh yeah~ Baby Baby Baby girl Hello Hello I don’t know how you’re feeling now Who knows we might actually… Hello Hello Uh~~yeah Hello Hello Please give me a chance Hello Hello I don’t know how you’re feeling now Who knows we might actually…. (Rap Hello Those times together circle around me and can be compared to no other blissful feelings No More I can’t express feelings anymore so if you take my hand Never let you go If this is love I’ll never let it go Who knows us two) This might be destiny Hello Hello _________________________ IM GOING CRAZY~ I really have no clue I can’t take this anymore Really, I’m going crazy (oh~ no, no~ yeah, yeah~ oh~) I’m a person who never starts to apologize I’ll shout even louder at you every time (here we go again) There’s no way to stop our madness I don’t know what to do I don’t even know why we started this No matter what I say now You won’t listen You don’t believe me (no~) The love in our hearts when we first met Where has it gone to? Have we gotten rid of it? I dislike how our love has changed I’m tired of repeating our arguments everyday Much worse than when we’re alone Being stuck in an endless time I don’t want to blame you for that I guess we are going crazy~ I’m going crazy, crazy In our love, we just going crazy But that’s not what my heart wants to say Sitting and hesitating for what I said For a moment, I was like an idiot regretting (that I did you wrong) We are both going to get hurt everyday I don’t know what to do I don’t even know why we started this relationship No matter what I say now You won’t listen (you never listen) You don’t believe me (no~) The love in our hearts when we first met Where has it gone to? Have we gotten rid of it? I dislike how our love has changed I’m tired of repeating out arguments everyday Much worse than when we were alone Being stuck in an endless time I don’t want to blame you for that I guess we are going crazy~ I’m going crazy, crazy In our love, we just going crazy I can do it There is nothing that can drive me insane I’m still loving you My tears are still no enough Even when it’s hurting a lot I’ll try finding my way back, goodbye~ I dislike how our love has changed I’m tired of repeating our arguments everyday Much worse than when we were alone Being stuck in an endless time I don’t want to blame you for that I guess we’re going crazy I’m going crazy, crazy In our love, we just going crazy _____________________________ GO AWAY ! [CL] You’re so cheap and this isn’t like you I can’t get used to it now, It makes me dizzy, why Who’s breaking up with who You’re breaking up with me Think it over before you say it, yeah [Minzy] A guy that used to follow me around, a very decent guy I let everything go for you alone Who’s breaking up with who You’re breaking up with me Try living without me, yeah [CL] Tonight of all times, why is it raining again It makes me look so pitiful [Minzy] Don’t try to console me Move this hand, we’re strangers now [Bom] Don’t worry about me and go away I’ll disappear, no strings attached You thought I’d hang onto you It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand [Dara] I’ll meet someone so much better I’ll make you regret it all Sadness is only for now, boy Cause love is over Love, love is over tonight Just say what you gotta say How can you be uncool to the very end? Fiancé? Beyonce I’m walkin’ out of destiny Not pitifully alone, but a glamorous solo That’s my way I gave it my all, so I don’t have regrets Pretending like you’re more sad Pretending you’re cool to the end All you do is act a fool You ain’t shit without your crew I don’t have time, I gotta go So long, good bye, adios I don’t want to see your ugly face again no more [Minzy] Tonight of all times, why is it raining again It makes me look so pitiful [Dara] Don’t try to console me Move this hand, we’re strangers now [Bom] Don’t worry about me and go away I’ll disappear, no strings attached You thought I’d hang onto you It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand [Minzy] I’ll meet someone so much better I’ll make you regret it all Sadness is only for now, boy Cause love is over Love, love is over tonight Go go away Go away Go away Go away [Bom] Don’t worry about me and go away I’ll disappear, no strings attached You thought I’d hang onto you It’s disgusting, don’t misunderstand I’ll meet someone so much better I’ll make you regret it all Sadness is only for now, boy Cause love is over Love, love is over tonight all lyrics credits ; lybio.net _________________________ Really like these songs ! and the lyrics too ! so nice and meaningful ! (: annyeong jumuseyo ! ^^ Friday, October 08, 2010
seriously I AM PISSED. JUST IGNORE ME IF YOU WANT Thursday, October 07, 2010
holidays Warning! Long post ahead! (not that long actually) May cause drowsiness! Read it at your own risk! 4th Oct Mondayyyy   Movie with Irene at TPY. student price $5.50 only! Resident Evil was not bad. worth to watch :D its only ard 12pm when we finish the movie, see how early we meet? haha so subway for lunch. i still feel that sch's one is nicer. bias-ness? went to library after that. took all the books, cd-roms related to learning korean. :D well only 2 books (there's much more but all borrowed D:) and 10odd pieces of cd-roms. borrowed some while irene borrow some learning cantonese books. Time for manicure! dark purple for my fingernails! looks pretty much okay. :) im gonna get this colour somehow. we're back to the library, this time, bishan library. u guess it right, language books again :) HSH ! 3rd Oct Sundayyy      Went to Irene's house to chill! Ordered pizza and its yummy ttm! im craving for 1 now! Watched "The Collector" Super gross! Eww! im hiding behind my fingers for ard 1/4 of the show. HAHA! read the synopsis and you will know! But the ending of the show is like ... ... time to snap snap with us tying our hair up in a bun. i like the style. but i need lotsa clips. hah. had maggie mee for dinner (save money mah!) then to j8 for the telephone line rubber band. and it broke within 4 days. -.- HSH ! 2nd Oct Saturdayyyy Malaysia one day tour!       Smile okay (:  Rubber tree! (1st time im seeing this)   This is how he make the noodle. not easy!  Set out early in the morning, heading to malaysia thru tuas. :) 1st went to mushroom farm and had breakfast there. Then to those organic farm where there are dragon fruits, pumpkins etc. Lunch at restaurant and head to the noodle factory. Outside there are alot alot of rubber trees. nice scenery :) high tea (i love the noodles and the chicken!) and then to Jusco shopping mall! thats my favourite part! but too bad its only mere 1 hr. but i manage to buy a bag ^^ Lastly is dinner then HSH! My family love one day tours! esp to malaysia ones :) 1st Oct Fridayyyy Shopping with Shan and Ash in the afternoon, wanted to shop for shorts but end up buying Rubi shoes, $5 only! shopped around ION and far east. tempted to do manicure as its only $3! during evening Ashler's friends, Jessica, Stephanie and Felicia joined us :) Dinner at Watami ION. out of budget, haha but the food was nice ^^ (oh there's Watami here in J8 soon!) 29th Sept Tuesdayyy  Met up with the smellies minus shi ting :) Go all the way to the west for k session ^^ Had Pizza Hut for lunch and walked to Safra kbox. its awesome! the kbox there is much modern than those in neighbourhood ones. hehehs. chose ALOT of korean songs! nice ttm! reminiscing about how we used to be crazy about derrick. so so funny! OMG and mao said that JGS is a fashion terrorist (!!) 27th Sept Mondayyy        That's right! Sentosa on a monday morning with my aunt :) Actually there's nothing much there unless you go for Universal Studio. Snap snap here and there. well pictures will do the talking :) 24th Sept Fridayyy  At Astons for lunchie :)  Movie with lovely XSLN ^^ Legend of the Fist : The Return of Chen Zhen (!) not a bad movie, but still preder IP MAN :) wanted to chill out at Starbucks but no seats were available, besides, yuxuanteh forgot to bring the vouchers, so, next time then :D (So, XSLN, when is our starbucks trip???) Had KFC for dinner w/o yuxuanteh as she's having at home. walked to somerset 313 and shopped awhile. saw chen han wei at the cafeteria, no diff frm tv at all. then HSH (!) 15th & 16th Sept Wed & Thurs   Went Chalet at pasir ris costa sands (well, we only went there for the food) 1st day was BBQ, i love the mushrooms and banana choco. (Y) its so mouthwatering, and im craving for them now (!) 2nd day was Steamboat! not too bad :D oh and celebrated chia fang's advance birthday :) then HSH! tsk tsk, more pictures at facebook :D Thanks for reading this crap of mine D: Wednesday, October 06, 2010
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