Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, January 29, 2010 old vs new. which is better? im back~ blogskin done too (: the old and the new :D so which is better? my brother say im uglier with my new spects. ); oh well! now still got a little giddy and blur blur. hah! my eyes are closing. really deprive of sleep :O gahhh i shall sleep early tonight~ happy supper-ing :D /15 more hrs to go! /my 400th post! ^^ time to take a break :] Annyeong peeps :] submission finished and we had kfc for lunch as usual despite my enormous ulcer. its our tradition okay! :D frm year 1 till now, after every submission we gotta have kfc ^^ but cannot slack yet! gotta hand in cv and resume on monday, having crits on monday too. submission of journals, dossiers etc during next week. alot of things not done ); so blog still under construction, will be edit again when im back gonna go out soon (: so thats all for today :D /my laptop is dying with consecutive days w/o sleep ): Finished printing th boards and autocad. ^^ Now only left with the material board, ppt slide and walkthrough. The ppt slide and walkthrough pass up on monday. YAY! okay i need to redo my walkthrough, gotta start tmr morning =/ i am sleepy now, gonna sleep and do material board tmr. haha oh yay finally got to have my beauty sleep (Y) however the beauty sleep will only last for 5-6 hrs better than no sleep! seriously we are like a walking corpse nowadays. desginer's life sucks ah~~~~~~~ im being DUPED into this course, i swear! dont choose design course unless u really have a passion in it, if not, it sucks. (my piece of advice) hahahahah okay stop me, if not im gonna rant and complain as usual. hah! tmr getting new spectacles. (Y) its like very different from what im wearing now. plastic one. haha. and i have been wanting to change blogskin since dunno how many wks ago. will change it tmr after SUBMISSION! (Y) okay gtg to my lala land alr. annyeong~~~ Tuesday, January 26, 2010 1st day 1st one for critique. D: student dialogue tmr. D: dossier submission extended by 2days. :D why not this submission extended by 2days?! D: i CANNOT finish! alot of things not completed! D:< i shall take a nap 1st. i cannot concentrate lah! >:C Saturday, January 23, 2010 getting my new spectacle next week! :) Thursday, January 21, 2010 just saw alot of ppl spazzing over the director's cut dvd. how i wish i got that few hundred bucks for that director's cut dvd. how i wish~~ im really greedy T_T stop envying other ppl will you! arghhhh! i just cant help it. i alr got that pigbit and yet, i want more of the YAB stuffs. T__T 打醒我吧！ 不要再羡慕别人了！没有就没有，没什么大不了对吗？ 别管这些了啦！赶快作功课！ 加油加油吧！ Monday, January 18, 2010 My Beloved ♥ Dwaeji Tokki Saturday, January 16, 2010 Like finally, PIG RABBIT is here to say hello! hahahahhaha! happy happy~ and she's now sitting beside my laptop, oh just like the scene in YAB. xD p.s i so want the necklace, hairpin, hp accessories and th small dwaeji tokki! im cracking my head for the shit assignment! the construction details are making me mad the space planning are making me mad the autocad drawings are making me mad the autodesk viz are making me mad im insane Friday, January 15, 2010 JANG GEUN SUK WILL BE HOLDING FANMEETING IN ASIA BETWEEN MARCH TO MAY AND THIS INCLUDE SINGAPORE, TAIWAN, HONG KONG AND CHINA! SINGAPORE!!! ITS SINGAPORE!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!?! HAHAHAHAHAH! HAPPY HAPPY LAH! :DDDDD This is the best news i heard today. muahahah! /random anws i prefer him during the YAB times becuz he is skinnier, now i tink he has gain a little weight le while having his holidays. and i super love the above picture. :D saloon lesson today. LOL! gek shan brought th hair straightener to sch and we were styling each others hair. ashler and roo had a straight one and yuxuan had a perm one. anws its lotsa funnnn :D and im tempted to buy a better hair straightener! that will be after ITP~ hahah and back home i tried to perm my hair using the hair straightener. looks weird lah. haha picture as evidence~ weird right? lol i tink straight hair suits me better. heh! and i also wonder if short hair suits me~ still considering whether to cut or not before new year. haha new year new hair cut :D Wednesday, January 13, 2010 click click click! click to enlarge :D LOOK! my new firefox header! :DDDD its JGS oppa! :DDDD now everytime i go online can see him le xD though its quite small. haha! and i tink i will get my pigbit on saturday (hopefully~) annyeong pigrabbits! go do my work le :D OH NO, IM SLACKING AGAIN! (again & again & again & again~ *laughs*) stalking JGS forum etc etc again! aigoooooo~ and i realise now i post more often, almost everyday sia. like very free like that, no assignment all those. damn im procrastinating again. T_T oh nooooo from just now till now, drew a few lines in autocad only. still gt alot of work to do and here i am blogging, alr wasted 1st week le when will i wake up? i need to buck up. tmr gems again, its like so fast! i suppose i have things to say but i forgt alr. nvm forget it~ read JGS message just now, thumbs up for him ^^ proud to be EELs (though not official ^^) yayness, my pigrabbit is gg to be born :D will post pictures of pigbit when i gt it. happy happy :D omo~ gonna catch some sleep! i need sleep! sweetdreams my dear pigrabbits Tuesday, January 12, 2010 woohooooo my PIG RABBIT is here!!!!!!! :DDDDD waiting for it to be delivered to my home :DDDDD oh my cannot wait!!! hahahahahahahhahahha! 期待ing~ Monday, January 11, 2010 GOODBYE - JANG GEUN SUK What should I do? All I can do is gaze at you I can't even extend you a short greeting My achingly cold hand, don't hold it Now I have to let you go What should I do? You grow further away My chest fills with tears Even though I try hard to hide it, I can't stop What should I do with this love I can't end ' Please don't forget that we loved each other Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved Gathering my sorrowful tears, goodbye I've done nothing for you Pitifully I've only left you with scars You who embraced even my changed feelings Now I have to let you go. What should I do? Please don't forget that we loved each other Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved Even though the pain stops my breath and my tears fall Please don't forget that we were happy Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved Now I have to let go of this love that was unable to connect The only person who will make me smile is you Even though as my love deepens I feel more pain Please don't forget that we were happy Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved Gathering my sorrowful tears, the only thing I can do is say Goodbye --------- Gosh! i love this lyrics so so much! *squeals* its really uh, sad as u can see. T__T and i love his manly voice. awwww~ the more i listen the more i like. :D oh and taeyang's wedding dress is also awesome! *off to do my work* Saturday, January 09, 2010 How how how? im feeling so restless these few days. there are so many things to be completed and yet im kind of slacking now. sighhhhhhh~ what about the design of my shop? i planning to do layering. which i hope it will work. >.< currently wanting to start my essay but idk how to. and when is my dwaeji tokki arriving?!?! i seriously CANNOT WAIT! T_T i need something to cuddle while doing my work. hah! i miss you so much alr lah even before i see you. LOL! okay i shall get back to work and stop slacking! (though i know i wont hahahahah) Thursday, January 07, 2010 I want to go overseas ! p.s thanks ashler for the shirt and earring (: i wanna go Bangkok now now now ! Wednesday, January 06, 2010 HYUNG-NIM~~ JGS picture to 鼓励自己。^^ Annyeonghaseyo yeorobun! here to blog again (: was doing design journal on PS and i shun bian edit JGS picture xD nice nice nice?? please say nice xD really have th urge to make a wallie but~~ done 1+ topic on th journal, but i wonder if i did it correctly or not. and tmr needa submit intech journal, hack care liaos =X have to practice for tele role play too~ oh well, shud head to bed soon~ annyeong! ps i will post th lyrics of "goodbye" here someday. its really meaningful! Tuesday, January 05, 2010 Today sch as usual, had to brainstorm on my shop design. 都不知死了多少脑细胞了！唉~ and today's Adeline birthday~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADE ! :DDDDDDDDD so celebrated Adeline's birthday in sch. and th Famous Amos cookie cake is yummy yummy ^^ after that jiu go home le, watched Hi my Sweetheart and then dinner then bath then intech journal (in between, FB, soompi, blogger etc.) siannnnnn~ 其实已经厌倦这种生活了~ 作功课，交功课，critique，然后呢？功课就放在家里发霉。 唉~~~ i wonder when will my pig rabbit arrive~ miss her much much alr. Monday, January 04, 2010 something to cheer me up :D awwwww. im melted by his smile! ^^ goshhhhhh! his smile make my day xD another bonus one. heh! handsome handsome :D he look most handsome when he smile!!!!! fangirl gg crazy~ xD STRESS LAH! I GUESS THE SUBMISSION DATE OF THE NEW PROJ MUST HAVE SHOCKED MANY PPL INCLUDING ME! SHIT SIA! SUBMISSION DATE IS 29 JAN, WTF?!?! IS LIKE 3WEEKS+ FROM NOW?!?! HOW THE HELL WE ARE GG TO FINISH?!?! TELL ME LAH! AND I THINK I HAVE TO RETHINK MY DESIGN. MY DESIGN JUST SUCKS -.- NO CONTEXT AND ALL, MY BRAIN REALLY BTH LIAO. DAMN STRESS NOW! DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING NOW! WTF! STILL GT DESIGN JOURNAL, INTECH JOURNAL ALL THOSE HOLY JOURNALS WHICH I DUN TINK REALLY HELPS MUCH IN INTERIOR DESIGN. HAIZZZZZZZ. WHAT TO DO MAN??! ARGH! IM SO *IDK HW TO DESCRIBE ALSO* I JUST FEEL LIKE YOUTUBING ALL DAY AND STALKING TH FORUM ALL DAY! DAMN IT! ITS FCUKING LOTS OF THINGS TO DO LAH!!!!! AND I TINK CRITIQUE 1 WEEK ENUFF LE LOR!!! ARGHHHH AT LEAST SUBMISSION ON MONDAY, WE CAN PRINT ON WEEDENDS RIGHT? OH MAN IM PISSED OFF NOW. D:< HELLLLLL I NEED MOTIVATION OR WHATEVER SHIT THAT CAN HELP ME. Sunday, January 03, 2010 LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY! FEEL SO CRAPPY~ I HATE TMR! CANT BELIEVE TIME PASS SO FAST. AIYAYAYAYAYA. DDDDD; NO MOOD AT ALL OKAY! SHIT. CURRENTLY WAITING TO WATCH AC EP 14 HOPE THAT CHEERS ME UP ABIT. Saturday, January 02, 2010 Time for some updates~ Alvin and the Chipmunks watched this movie w irene on last wed~ overall quite nice and funny. haha and i love theodore~ he's soooo cute! heh. and th female chipmunks ain't that cute. after that went to shop for clothes and camwhore abit~ then HSH (: Avatar watched this w bs and xl on last tues th graphics and animations are awesome however i dun tink that this movie is really that nice maybe cuz we are sitting in th 1st row bah? imagine sitting in th 1st row for 2.5hrs neck and shoulder really pain~ so after movie jiu go home le anws that day really quite suay uhs ------ 1 more day to sch reopening which also mean 1 more day to my interview. I DONT WANT MONDAY TO COME! Friday, January 01, 2010 HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!! Finished watching SBS drama award just now~ JANGGEUNSUK WON TOP 10 AND NETIZEN POPULARITY AWARD!!! I AM HAPPYYYYYYY~~ CONGRATULATIONS~ AND DANG~ HE IS GORGEOUS TODAY! no ramen hair. hehe its HTK hairstyle!!!! *screams* xD but i still cant get over th fact that he dint won the best couple!?!?!?!?! FRUSTRATED! KBS gt 4 best couple and SBS gt only 1?!?!?!?! but lucky he gt that 2 award. hehehehs. AND I REALLY LOVE ANJELL PERFORMANCE! sadly its too short alr D: okay now to the KBS award~~ WOOHOOOO! LEEMINHO WON BEST NEWCOMER AND BEST COUPLE AWARD!!! BOTH OF MY OPPAS WON 2 AWARDS! SO HAPPY FOR THEM! :D okay sweetdreams everyone!! buhbyeeeees!
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay